Wednesday, February 28, 2007

school


this is for my school's weather

ignore it.

posted by Rachel @ 2:59 AM Comments: 0

Saturday, February 24, 2007

I don't know what to do.

Does a heart ever stop loving?
Does a mind every stop thinking?
Do my questions have a right anwser?

I can't tell if I miss you anymore.
I can't tell if I love you anymore.

Everytime we're together I remember why.
Everytime we're together I get that feeling inside.

Everytime we're apart my mind gets lost with out you.
Everytime we're apart I feel blue.

I feel so confused without you.
Yet you can't seem to have a clue on what to do.

Help me understand what I see in you.
Help me understand why I love you.

Baby please this love is true
But is it true, do I really love you?
Is there something to prove?





I need my friends again. I need you again. I'm here without you and I'm dying.

posted by Rachel @ 3:31 PM Comments: 0

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

I'm sitting here in Geosystems class looking outside the window.
I see the little white flakes fall down from the gray skies. The school's green roof has a soft layer of white snow on top of it. So beautiful it is, and what's even more nice is the fact that we are getting out of school at 11:25. Thats not too far away when I, Rachel Wolman will be driving home in my father's car.

Yes, sounds like a long journey to me.

<3

posted by Rachel @ 7:42 AM Comments: 0

Saturday, February 10, 2007

I miss those days



I just got back from Rachel Stern's surprise party. It was truely fun.




It made me realize how much I miss everything.




NFTY-MAR
Kutz


NFTY in general




Convention is too soon for words. Five days until I'm in their arms again.

Thursday night I take the amtrak train to Philly where I meet up with the closet thing to me, Zackkyy D. I miss him. My security blanket. My everything.




When we left Kutz it was the hardest thing ever. He was everything to me. (in a friendship way) we just understood eachother. It just felt right. Everything. When I was in his arms, our relationship was just so, so unreal. Its beautiful.




I miss him.




I miss him too. I wish I could hold him again. Oh Adam, I miss you. Your lips, your body, your soul. Everything. I hate and love long distance realtionships. But everyday I always wonder how long is this going to last. I hope forever, but you just never know. It's always in the back of my mind.

Well, alright. I donno.




posted by Rachel @ 6:44 PM Comments: 0