Saturday, February 10, 2007

I miss those days



I just got back from Rachel Stern's surprise party. It was truely fun.




It made me realize how much I miss everything.




NFTY-MAR
Kutz


NFTY in general




Convention is too soon for words. Five days until I'm in their arms again.

Thursday night I take the amtrak train to Philly where I meet up with the closet thing to me, Zackkyy D. I miss him. My security blanket. My everything.




When we left Kutz it was the hardest thing ever. He was everything to me. (in a friendship way) we just understood eachother. It just felt right. Everything. When I was in his arms, our relationship was just so, so unreal. Its beautiful.




I miss him.




I miss him too. I wish I could hold him again. Oh Adam, I miss you. Your lips, your body, your soul. Everything. I hate and love long distance realtionships. But everyday I always wonder how long is this going to last. I hope forever, but you just never know. It's always in the back of my mind.

Well, alright. I donno.




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