ROCK the SAT!
You think I've gone mad? Nah.
All those crazy things they say you can do to raise your SAT scores, well my parents were like oooo CD's! Music! that brilliant. Rachel always remember music since it is her life...so if we sneak in big vocab words she will get 200 more points! Yes!
And this is why right now in my iTunes there are the Rock The SATs CDs. Spitball in your eye? haha this cd is greattttt im dancing while trying this! :)
I kinda love it. Its odd.
I hate grades. I hate the idea of grades. I had the idea of standardized learning. The no Child Left Behind act. Its all stupid. And worthless to my education. You should not be graded. Or handed out grades. You should be graded on the base of how well you understand and learn the stuff you need. Not on whether you can do well on some silly exam. Do something with that maybe i donno something good and creative.
But who I am kidding? I'm living in a dream world...aka
Kutz.
She's going crazy
I swear she's going off the hay wire.
Someone put her in a crazy house.
Reading minds? Psycics? You've got to be kidding me?
I can't figure out anything anymore.
My feelings are so mixed. I use to be so sure about everything. Everything I did or say, it just felt right, but now, for some reason nothing feelings real or right.
What am I suppose to do?
Life is full of Surprises
Maybe its because this afternoon was so good.
Maybe its because I'm so over tired and some people find it amusing.
Maybe its because I've been packed with things to do.
I'm smiling. I truely am. Things are looking good.
My grades haven't been higher. My life hasn't looked better, and yet I still feel stress.
But not right now. Well, a little bit, but not as much as the normal stress.
This morning I woke up at the lovely 4:55 am. It's a plesant time really...(pause)..NOT.
Yeah I did a little "Borat" action for ya. Jackson (my fantastic neighbor) picked me up and we went a ridinnnnn to the fabulous McLean High school home of the HIGHlowLANDERS! :)
We left. Traveled abroad (and by abroad I mean to alexiandria) and i threw some pretty terrible throws. Got 6th place. Whoop-dee-doo.
We left. Jackson and I went to McDonalds. Then Anji showed up. And Kurt did too. It was a parrtttayyyy! And by party I mean we had fun talking for a hour at McDonalds. Annnd I was over tired like the rest of them. We were all delirous.
Man this blog post sucks. Nothing too interesting, just my life. Oh well
I visited Goucher yesterday. I've fallen in love with it. That's a picture of the Alumni house. Its cute. Its perfect. It's small. Around 1,400 kids. 400 jews. They offer Judiac Studies as a major. There ratio is just under 20:1 (students to teachers) can you say perfection? Oh wait, theres more. I met their track and field coach. Extremely nice. Has a great throwing program. I could do track and field and probably field hockey while doing everything I want in life plus having Kosher meals during all of it. Can you say PERFECTION? I can. Ahhh i love Goucher. I LOVE Goucher. A lot. Whats next on the college visiting trips? Guilford, ODU, Indiana, and some other schools that I need to look at. I'll figure it out. I want to go to a small-medium school. More towards small schools. Indiana is my only big one. :)
Thats it for now. My birthday was amazing. <3
Getting new Birks tomorrow! yay!
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I can't get you out of my head
I love you.
I can't get you out of my head.
I just don't want to lose you. Our friendship means so much to me. Why can't I see you? Why won't you pick up your phone?
Your right, I'm over analyzing this situation right now. If I did, this is what I would come to.
-You haven't talked to me in three days, it's a sign
-Your trying to tell me something but I have to figure it out
-Am I doing something wrong?
-What are these secret messages.
What is probably and really happening: -Winter break is over, so I don't have as much time to talk.
Why don't I leave you a message? Am I afraid? I wonder. I do.
I just need to talk to you. Maybe calling your house number isn't such a bad idea. But the idea of talking to one of your parents makes me want to slit my throat. Goodness.
I feel so dependant on you right now. I don't want to be. Maybe thats what your trying to tell me? As I sit here in my worries and withdrawl.
I DONT GET YOU. Yet i can't stop wanting to speak to you.
give me knowledge, fill my mind with your words.
Amazing Pictures from Random Things
I was looking at Shelbi's picture blog, which made me realize I shoud put pictures in mine.
I'm such a huge fan of the interenet blogging world, and I read a few blogs. A lot of the ones I read never have pictures. But now I shall add mine to the picture world.
Random pictures from random things. Here goes.
That's me and greg cornell. One of the most amazing friends to me. He completes me. I have no idea sometimes what I would do without him. He helps me in my times of needs, and I help him back. We songlead together. The chemistry we have is incredible. When I'm my worse he's there, when I'm at my best he's there. I learn so much from him. And he teaches me right back. He thinks of stuff I never could think of, without him I feel I would not be the same. Love that kid.
Happy New Year!
Happy New Year!
I haven't written in this thing in a while. It will go back up again trust me. I just need something juicy and rant worthy.
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